that leaving Illinois would be this hard on my heart.
The feeling I felt when I had to turn away from Chris at the airport today was worse than any breakup or let down I’ve ever been through.
Being with him for the 2 weeks was everything I thought it’d be only so so so much better.
I became so used to his presense that now its so weird to turn around and not see him behind me.
I miss you so much<3
