November 2009
0 posts
believe that you will fly
but someday you dear will die.
October 2009
4 posts
Its these cold seasons
that make my heart sing beautiful songs. I love waking up and going outside to feel the cold weather.
I have a story for those of you who waste your time reading this though! the other day, I put a huge power staple through my finger and all the way out the other side.
The people at the ER laughed at me :(
Anyway, I’m loosing creativity by the second.
These days go by slowly.
9:21
I haven’t been on in so long. I miss being able to >:l
Not much has changed, besides the hair color. Boring lame life.
Minus Christopher of course.
<3
August 2009
1 post
I didn't know
that leaving Illinois would be this hard on my heart.
The feeling I felt when I had to turn away from Chris at the airport today was worse than any breakup or let down I’ve ever been through.
Being with him for the 2 weeks was everything I thought it’d be only so so so much better.
I became so used to his presense that now its so weird to turn around and not see him behind me.
I...
July 2009
15 posts
i think god finally listened to me, my mom saw how my dad really is.
this is ridiculous.
I just want to scream I HATE YOU. right in your face.
i have a new obsession
well, an old obsession come back.
I love Dr Dog.
comprehension.
Its not always my fault. I have a lot going on, I’m sorry I can’t always do things to please you. Sometimes I forget, and you don’t always remember either.
Just don’t leave me behind.
“That’s why love is madness. It’s too easy to lose your mind when you lose your...”
– I Wrote This For You (via quotewhore)
“It takes no time to fall in love, only years to know what love is.”
i can't see
what you see, but i can imagine.
another lifeless day to keep me going. i just hope to be with you soon.
your sweater cost money, but your love is free
I absolutly love every second of hearing your voice, my heart pulses with every word spoken.
The whole in my chest has been filled, filled with your compassion
Nothing is missing anymore. I couldn’t ask for better.
“you’re as human as me. i’m as flawless as you. perfect is a word...”
– 11:12, backseat goodbye
I am you, you are me.
i’m a cloud hovering over the ocean.
i’m the sunset that you never notice.
i’m your silhouette painted on a tv screen.
i am you, you are me.
i’m your lungs when you can’t breathe.
i’m that gust of cold wind that brushes against your sleeves.
you could do without me, but you’d rather not.
it’s an ugly world out there, and i’m pretty much...
everytime you breathe, a wish comes true.
Some people might think its weird,
weird that I find myself happy that you care so much about me,
weird that I enjoy you’re jealousy because it shows how you want me all to yourself,
weird that I cry at every single goodbye because a minute without you would make me crazy,
weird that my heart feels like exploding through my chest with every “hello beautiful”
weird that I have...
“You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another...”
– -Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (via quotewhore) (via adinshea)
June 2009
8 posts
“I hope that you realise what you’ve been looking for has always been there in...”
– (via thatboy) (via adinshea)
memories of distant days, come to life again
I’ve come to realize how content I am with my lame life,
sitting on my bed on the computer all freakin’ day long.
I need a life again, I’m just to lazy to go out and do stuff anymore.
Oh well.
Listen
“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were...”
– Edward Cullen, New Moon
“So, this is not going to be easy. It is going to be really hard; we’re...”
– The Notebook
that was then & this is now.
Looking back at my livejournal entries from last summer, I’ve come to realize that I am practically a completely different person. I have lost a lot of creativity, I have matured a lot, I’ve gotten better with attitude, and I got what I longed for, in every single entry. It seemed like every entry was about him. I wanted to be with him so bad. I felt as if I needed his love And it...